Long overdue

Sheryl Crow - Always On Your Side (feat. Sting)

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But my demons and my angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought I'd be
Too afraid to hear the words I've always feared
Leavin' you with only questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But this isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

4th year = experiencing an infinite number of self-inflicted setbacks

BUT IT'S OKAY
that's how we learn right?

reminder to self: THINK before speaking! we got 2 ears and ONE mouth for a reason!

when i'm angry... omg. i won't stop complaining! i'm v. sorry to the ppl around me. esp my bf... but how come it still can't appease me?!?!?!

3 days of workshop: besides all that mustard/ cory and everything else, i've learnt that we should take ppl's interpretations with a pinch of salt...不管他是谁，是神还是鬼，我们都得用 cynical 的眼光来看待他们。 这个世界有够神经吧。 哪有谁会是真心要帮你的？

oh yay! i finish writing the bloody abstract le. hahaha good enough ba..at least i wrote according to the outline :P

time to enjoy myself. maybe prawning again tmr! and then fly kite on Sunday! yippee! i love my boyfriend! :D